Tina Marie's Journal

12:14am: I seriously need to go to bed, but before I go, I need to post this
Joanna Badolato: cristinaisbetterthanmeredith
haha Joanna, I told you you'd get obessed
You always doooo
muhahaha

18th Birthday in 8 days
and Joanna-OUR TRIP IN 29!!!

And there's a new episode of Grey's Anatomy on tonight, tomorrow-whatever
Cristina's wearing a wedding dress. I just hope her & Burke stay together
They're so cutee together ♥

-Tina <3

12:28am: Grey's Anatomy is the greatest show ever
Sandra Oh is God
\Cristina is better then Meredith & Addison
and Burktina is cuter then Merek & Addierk
Enough said =)



Better update later, but that had to be said

11:01am: A rant, but it had to be said

Damn, is it funny how blind people can be sometimes. I can look at so many people & they'd never guess I was thinkin what I was thinkin. I can look at so many people & they'd never guess I've been through what I've been through. The scary part is, the people I used to not be able to fool is becoming just as blind as everyone else.

No, I'm not pulling this whole "I want attention give it to me", and if you think that you need punched in the face. This, last I looked, was my MySpace, therefore I can write what I want whereever the fuck I want.

People are always saying "Oh, you changed so much since Freshman year" However, no one can tell me how I changed, or if it's good or bad. Come on people, tell me how it is, since you seem to think you know me better then I know myself.

I'm sick of all the pathetic shit that's been said in that hellhole known as school as of late. I'm shocked you three that I used to call friends think you can say shit about my bestfriend and I wouldn't find out. Do you forget, I end up finding out anything that I want to know. And to the one girl, you forget, I saved your ass with my bestfriend the last time. She asked me the other day if I would have her back if it ended up being a fight, and I answered yes without even thinking about it. Yes, I've known you three longer, but see here's the thing. You guys was never there, she was and is. Yeah, I may have known you guys longer-but see, the keyword w/ her is bestfriend, got me? Just keep talking and running y'alls pathetic mouth, because both her and I are getting sick of it. See, because Meredith and Christina sticks together

I'm so sick of everyone throwing it in my face my relationship with that one teacher too. That shit got old last year. People seriously just need to grow the fuck up and stop dwelling on the past. Besides, think about this-I don't even have the woman as a damn teacher anymore. Therefore, how would she be playing favorites?. Yeah girl. I know that you said it, did you not think she'd tell me. I mean God, you was standing right infront of her. THINK before you said something-morons.

Call me a bitch after reading this, but it's the truth, and it had to be said. Get pissed *shrugs* do whatever the hell you want with it. Just keep in mind that the people mentioned in here is gonna get what's coming to them-and no I'm not gonna do anything dumb. But see, no one likes someone who all they do is run their mouth-because that'll get you fucked up in the end

-Ms Sharpe Jr

10:17pm:

I swear, Desiree Weaver is forever my idol for what she did today. She knows how depressed I get when it comes to the anniversity of my Dad's death, and she made an total ass of herself all day to make me feel better. She wore one of her dark suits and then these bright pink socks with her clogs so everyone could see them so I could laugh. She got me out of period 10 after I took a test, just to chill in her period 10 class to get my mind off it. Seriously, this day would've been so much harder without her. I love that woman like crazy. I am in love w/ Halifax's verson of Straight Up, I accidently came across it last night & it's love. American Idol was okay today, nothing major. I heard there was major Saula last night, but I was so out of it I honestly cared less. Series final of Reba was Sunday, I cried, like probably every other fan of hers did. It had a good run, it would've been better if the whole season was actually aired, ugh. People bug me sometimes. I need to take a shower, so I shall be off to bed

<3

1:10am:

The musical is over . It kept me busy, and away from my house, and my bitchass of a Mom. I guess I'll just have to find more escapes. There is a musical going on around here during the summer that a few of my friends want me to do, so I'll probably do that. My Mom really pissed me off though when she felt she was forced to come to the show though However, Weaver said she canceled plans to come yesterday because she promised. It was funny too, because I threw off my costume after the show yesterday and like ran around to the lobby to see her, and all I yelled was "mommm" and like mobbed her (since i haven't seen her since last week because we haven't had school) and I almost knocked her down. I saw her daughter too, which made me quite happy Now, right there is two people I know who support me.

This week will suck. The anniversity of my Dad's death is tomorrow and ugh. I can't believe it's already been six years.

I'm going to bed

7:35pm: Numbero uno. This stuff with Anna Nicole Smith is getting beyond out of hand. Why can't they just do what they need to do(which is I think just do a DNA test to make sure Dannielynn Hope is hers) and bury the woman so she can rest in peace. It's pathetic how she's dead and people STILL want to say all this stuff about her.
Numero Dous=IT IS SHEER HELL OUTSIDE. Like, I didn't know how bad til today. It's not even the snow that's bad. Seriously, if it was just snow, it would've been okay. But it's snow, then like 1-3 inches of sheer ice and it's just crazy.
Numbero Tres-OPENING NIGHT FOR THE MUSICAL IS TOMORROW NIGHT. I'm excited but nervous. We haven't had practice since Monday, but we're practicing tomorrow during school-so idk


Series finale of Reba is on Sunday, it's gonna be a night w/ laughter and tissues

I'm out

-Ms Sharpe Jr

10:58pm:

I seriosuly think Ms Weaver got some issues. Like, drop dead forreal, she ain't even right, rofl. If you could only see some of the things we do. I think we should have our own damn show, lol. But really, I realize more and more everyday why I love and idolize that woman like I do.. If she only knew Musical is actually not worrying me as much now. Tonight was a real good practice. I'm pretty sure we can pull this show off on Friday. I hope so, I really do, because a lot of people have put their mind body and soul into it. My mom has really been bugging me as of late. Like after school today, she wanted to be a bitch about bringing me Arby's, using the excuse that I had lunch(I didn't get home til after 10) so Weaver got so pissed that she took me to Arby's. But heyy, I got to see my Bekah today :). I adore that girl to death and back. I don't know what else to say, so I'm done


Nickieola & Barbra Jean-I got a Starbucks open 24 hours from me. Yes NIckieola, it's orgasmic. And Barbra Jean can't rub it in my faceee =)

2:24pm: HOLYSHIT the Farm Show on Friday was like omgholyshitkickass, like I told Brooke she'd see a whole new side of Ms Weaver, and she didn't believe me. She did believe me when "Golddigger" by Kanye West came on while we was on our way there and her & I broke out in song singing it. Taylor said I brought out the "more wild side" in Ms Sharpe, er Weaver, and maybe she's right?  But we got so many inside jokes, like the "DUHH" bit, the whole "Golddigger" song, and the fact that when I said "Shake Ya Tailfeather" to Brooke, MS WEAVER, shook her ass-it was disturbing but soo funny at the same time. I think Friday night was exactly what I needed. Kelly Clarkson is on Reba tonight & it's finally a new episode =). I just don't want the show to end, i'll cry, watch. Unless Reba & Brock hook up cuz then I will be all "OMGHOLYDSHUIYTBGKHRSGDKJS" lol. AND I FOUND OUT WHO DIED ON DEGRASSI! >=[. Them bastards killed my husband, JT =(. I was beyond pissed when I found out about that, but what can you do?



& that's Ms Sharpe Jr to you

4:54pm: to thines own self be true
I'm watching Oprah and they're taling about vaginas and tamponds. It's actually an okay episode, and Oprah's facial expressions during the whole episode is beyond funny. 

I don't feel like going to musical tonight, but I must. I believe we're blocking act two, which is basically when you place everyone and mix in the cherography and acting, for people who don't know. The show is actually starting to pull together, which is kinda taking my worry level down a bit. Alexis asked me today if I saw the set and when I said no, she said it was pretty kickass. Our stage crew is amazing, so I won't deny that it probably is. It's just, the lack of dedication from people bug me. However, I always get parnoid and say how things will be horrible yada yada yada before ever show and concert for chorus, but it always works out, for the most part. And aww, Oprah is over =(

Went to talked to Ms Weaver today, which isn't a shocker. However, when I'm asking her something that has to do with me, I shouldn't be so obvious about it, Without going into what I asked her, she looked at me, and gave me that look, That 'I know you're talking about yourself' look. But, her class started coming in, so I walked out before she said anything.

UGHHHHHHBYUKGDS the CW bugs me. This may be the last season of Reba, and it's depressing, that is my show. And that also started my Reba obession, which is loooove

I just adore the second her boyfriend gets on, my friend acts like we wasn't even talking-smfh

I need to go get some money, get ready then go to Starbucks and musical, whoop whoop *rolls her eyes*

eight days til Idol

-Tina

1:38am: somebody could be in the next room...
You know, I've come to a conclusion of one thing, the fact that I really do think too much. Like, I was laying here talking to Brooke about things and I just kept thinkin about what would have happened if I didn't meet the people I did, or if some things wouldn't happen. I mean yes, overall I'm happy with a lot of things in my life, it's just all of them what if's, ya know?

Musical is really starting to bug me, like forreal. Like a month away from the show and there is no communication not only between the cast and crew, but the damn production staff either. U-G-H. I honestly think this musical is gonna suck. Well, I said the same thing about the chorus concert, and it didn't suck, so maybe I'm wrong. Dear God let these people prove me wrongg

Very short, yes, but it's almost 2 in the morning, and I gotta be at the middle school for cherography for musical, so I will update soon

-Tina Marie